Trusting God in

the Wilderness

“You shall remember all the way which the Lord your God has led you in the wilderness these forty years, that He might humble you, testing you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep his commands or not.” - Det 8:2

An Audio Journal of Walking with God in a Raw, Real-Time Journey of Faith, Spiritual Warfare and Miracles

Long before there was a ministry called RelentlessHeart.com, or a discipleship course called The John 7:17 Challenge, or our first YouTube channel with over 12,000,000 video views, and thousands of testimonies of lives saved, or transformed by the Spirit of Jesus Christ, and 13 years before there was our featured climatic teaching series, The Old Lost Trail, there was me, walking all alone in the woods, with no one but Jesus and my voice recorder, learning how to trust God in the Wilderness on the way to the promised land of fullness in Christ.

During my almost four-year journey through that Wilderness journey, I captured every significant detail of the amazing journey in over 2,000 digital voice recordings. I captured the non-stop persecutions, the crushing attacks of doubt, the fiery furnaces of suffering, the many schemes of Satan, the many ways God tested my faith, the incredible revelations He gave me in His Word, His day by day guidance to me, my sin failures, my insecurities, my victories of faith, along side of hundreds of remarkable answers to prayer and a few miracles. I captured it all, in real-time, including my worst moments and my best moments. I believe this is an unprecedented “behind the scenes” opportunity to see what it really looks like to walk with Jesus Christ by faith and how it was God prepared for me this unique ministry. I thank the Lord for giving me the foresight to capture it all, for His glory, and for giving me the command to share it all with you, for your strengthening, encouragement, and comfort.

“I would persuade thee, reader, to record the ways of Providence, from first to last, throughout your whole course to this day, that thou mayest see what a God he has been to thee. A bad heart and a slippery memory deprive men of the comfort of many past mercies, and defraud God of the glory due for them.”

— JOHN FLAVEL - PURITAN MINISTER