109 - Jerry – “How do I get right with God, after demonic possession and a sex change?”
“Because of the length of this this email and the nature of its contents, I have included a complete reading of it, with Biblical commentary in the audio recording below. (Name has been changed, to maintain anonymity, while preserving the amount of detail shared in this extraordinary story.)”
A Messy Life, a Merciful God: A Testimony of Transformation
Jerry’s was a life, filled with brokenness and darkness including bullying, mental illness, Satanic deception, sexual dysphoria, and even demon possession.
The weight of sin, the darkness that clings to us like a shroud, can feel overwhelming. The consequences of our choices, whether made in ignorance or willful rebellion, can leave us feeling burdened and cursed. "Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows" (Galatians 6:7). This principle, though sobering, is not a declaration of hopelessness. Even in the midst of our deepest mess, God's grace can bring about transformation.
The first step towards freedom is recognizing our need for God's mercy. Confession, not just a casual acknowledgment of wrongdoing, but a heartfelt pouring out of our sins to the Father, is essential. We must come before Him with humility, recognizing that we are all sinners in need of His grace. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9).
Yielding to God's will for our lives is not about giving up everything we love, but about choosing to love Him above all else. "If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters—yes, even his own life—he cannot be my disciple" (Luke 14:26). This "hating" is not a call to animosity, but a recognition that our love for God must surpass all other affections. It's about aligning our desires with His, allowing Him to direct our paths and use our talents for His glory.
The journey of faith is rarely easy. There will be times when we feel isolated, like we don't fit in with the world. But remember, God often chooses the weak, the lowly, and the despised to accomplish His purposes. "But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us" (2 Corinthians 4:7). Embrace your brokenness, your mess, and allow God to use it for His glory. Make obedience to Christ's teachings the top priority of you faith in Him, and you will experience a transformed life from cursing to blessing.
